life and death

had a chat with my syg nursyafini romli this evening
eventho' that u might think that i dunno nothing about how u feel
i really do!!because the fact of loosing any of parents is the BIGGEST FEAR of my life
so fini ku, deep condolences on ur lost.moga ayahmu dicurahi rahmat
ucopku jua, deep condolences for u n ur family.moga ibumu digolongkan dgn org2 yg beriman
be tuff dearest..this is how life goes.
i know that u both are the two most "cekal" among the munchers
i myself will not know how to react, will probably be having a HARD TIME COPING..
fini ckp she misses her dad, and i was like wondering..does it feel the exact same way that i miss my mummy n daddy every other weekend right after calling them??!kerinduan from kejauhan.not being able to reach them when the only thing that we need is a peluk cium from our mummy or a tepuk2 bahu from our daddy..
fini ckp it's tough to actually trime the fact that her father's gone, and that it was so sudden..and i was like wondering after 4 years of living in france pun i'm stil terganggu by the fact that i could have chose not to be so far away from my family if i wanted to, but y did i chose the path that i am on right now?

these simple phrases of my dear fini got me thinking..
y don't lepas ni try to appreciate ur parents a lil bit more?
and just show them that u care, x kisahlah how embarassing it'll be
x sabar nk balik malaysia and show them how i really wanna change..
rindu lah!

internship interview

hari ni ade internship interview dekat ZI La Martinerie at 8.15 am. cedric dear classmate was kind enough to send us. it was 15 mins away from city centre of chateauroux.woke up at 6am to sambung revise "energie renouvelable" of which i had a test, also this morning. ain't gifted for multi-tasking. though that the inteview lasts at least sejam or so, but noooo.. it ended at 8.45 am. giving me the ample time i need to revise a lil bit more before saje2 coming late to class at 10.30am.hoho if anyone of the profs yg bace ni matii..!! i think the interview went well.hopefully they'll take me.it's really my last resort.so at 1.30pm, skang ni i'm already physically and mentally exhausted(mainly physically sbb running around from the company i went to interview
and then skolah, mentally sbb perah otak for test)..and good news,esok ade another test, kali ni electrotechnic plak. y can't u just fusion them into 1 wahai encik roussel, kan senang, win-win sitution for everyone).Nehowww..the only thing nk buat right now is tido tido n tido sumore.penat penat..plus lapar.haishhh..

in love with Allah's creation

wow, isn't this picture just breathtaking..
these two celestial are venus and jupiter, taken before sunrise of 30th january